"friendship isn't a big thing...it's a million little things."

 I do have a best friend (well lets call her a good old friend of mine).i never called  her my best friend.i probably should...i know her since first grade and now we're just about to graduate from the same high school (we aren't in the same class anymore). I feel like our paths will separate forever from that point and we will probably never meet again.i'm not sure it's that bad, because i don't have that feeling that i can't imagine my life without her or i need her desperately.however i'm sure i'll miss her...like a lot.

here are few  thing i wish I've done with her (and like every normal friends we should have done it):

• we don't have any photos of just two of us ;
• we don't celebrate our birthdays together;
• few past year we sometimes even didn't met once a week;
• I can't tell her my secrets (but i don't tell them to anyone so..)
• I have never seen her drunk (althought she saw me )

there are many things which i think we'd missed as friends. that's why i think about her so often these days.and the most important thing is that i always feel like i can call her wheneever i want, ask her to meet...i guess i'm starting to feel that i'm loosing  her, but i haven't lost her yet.
that's good to know =)


 

hello (I'm not sure to whom i'm saying that..),

well my day has just started.I got  up like 20 minutes ago and thought I'll write something...so right now I'm eating not so healthy breakfast and thinking about how to loose 5 kilos. (hard job, isn't it?) of course i don't think that my green tea without any sugar is unhealthy but this sandwich with chocolate butter truly isn't something i should put in my mouth...well it's not like i could resist to do that =)

I'm listening to this Blue October - Calling song (acoustic)...love it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pLBNajRBwRc

I'm thinking to go shopping with my mother later (i know...how lame is that..) but she's really good at advising and giving some money for a new pair of shoes. for real i want to buy new flip-flops or sandals...it is summer, isn't it :)

By the way, i always took shopping as a great way of exercising (it makes you walk for about two or three hours not stop without eating anything and trying on clothes is even more effective.
Right now (I've weigh myself this morning) I weigh 49 kilos which is 108 lbs....and i'm 168 cm tall.so that's nothing to be proud of.

something to look at...

         Kate Moss